Life: it goes on.

Recently I sent my chapter advisors an update about everything occurring in the chapter and one of their responses really struck me because it not only explained my past month but explained my entire semester.  She said, "Sounds like the month was difficult but very rewarding." It has been a very difficult month personally, professionally, emotionally, and physically but I have grown as a result.  This very same thing can be said for the entire semester.

Yesterday marks the  day of my last final and therefore the last of my academic classes this semester.  Essentially, the semester is over even though I am still partaking in some extracurricular activities.  

My friend AuBree and I.
We traveled to my favorite spot on campus to  say goodbye to the semester.

This semester has been one, full of struggles, pain, tribulations, and constant conflict.  Every week there seemed to be a new ordeal to fix or manage and often times these ordeals overlapped.  Having a moment to breath or be alone seemed to be a thing of the past.  I enjoy taking on responsibility but it can be difficult to lead groups of your peers, especially very passionate ones.  This semester has been one of ever learning and growing.  I strongly believe that when one stops learning and growing one stops being an effective leader.  If it doesn't challenge you then it does not change you. 

"Leadership and learning are indispensable to each other." - J.F. Kennedy

Regardless of the trials and tribulations, this semester has been rewarding for me.  

I have grown as a person, as a leader, and as a follower.  

Life: it goes on.

three down, one to go

Photo courtesy of Pinterest

Three years at Jewell are almost over.  The best three years of my life thus far.  My final year at this beautiful place is planned out to the credit hour, extracurricular activities, and when to apply for future endeavors.  

It's surreal, this feeling of organization and plan because I am one of the few that loves and braces change.  As one of my very good friends said to me recently, "You're all about change!"   While I do not know exactly what I will be doing after graduation, I do know that I'm taking a year off to explore the world around me.  This has been a difficult decision for me to make because my fellow pre-med Jewellians will all be heading to Medical School in Fall 2013 while I will be ever learning.  Seemingly, left behind.

With my year off, I want to travel, be pushed outside of my comfort zone every day.  I want to partake in scientific research.  I want to watch some surgeries.  I want to love on the people around me.  I want to "study abroad" if you will.    Throughout my college years I have always been slightly jealous of my peers who have had the opportunity to study abroad but I know in my heart of hearts my place has always been at Jewell.  There has always been work for me on this campus and I know I made the right decision by staying in the states.  

More than anything, I am excited for the opportunities on the road ahead.  

Here's to the last month of my third year at Jewell and summer waiting soon after.

Inspiration of the week

This week I was blessed enough to have three great inspirational events happen to me.

First off, a delightful sister from Northwest was at Jewell to interview for the nursing program and learn more about Jewell.  She is considering transferring to Jewell in the Fall because we have Alpha Delta Pi, her home.  She did not care that we were not the chapter she had signed a bid card with, she did not care she might be in a house full of women she had never bonded with.  All she said was it is going to be different but it is all ADPi right? Her love and devotion to our organization made my day and week.  She reminded me that regardless of everything occurring within the chapter, we are working for something much larger than ourselves.  

Second, I had two people in the same day tell me they think I am doing a good job in my office.  This was the first time I had heard this from someone other than my roommate or suite mates.  It was nice to have the affirmation from two women I respect a lot, a recent Alpha Delta Pi alumna and our Greek Advisor on campus.

Third, at my Career Mentorship on Thursday I picked up a magazine while waiting and read the letter from the Editor.  I was pleasantly surprised to find that even though she was the Editor of a women's magazine, she spoke of empowering the woman.  She spoke about her trials and tribulations and how they have shaped her into the woman she is today.  Her struggles pushed her to do a man's job and encouraged other women to do the same until there is no longer a job designated as a "man's job".  

There is inspiration to be found in the littlest of things in the world... it is only a matter of finding them.  

No one said it would be easy... they only said it would be worth it

there are two very important things I have learned about life this semester:

1.       people are crazy and they come in all forms

some people are a little crazy and some are a whole lot of crazy… plus a little more

2.      the best leader is the one who does not feel they deserve the position

however, they feel obligated to fulfill the responsibilities for the betterment of others

I know that following the path that is right is how I am to lead, even though it is difficult most of the time

Also, I am considering putting on my resume the main concept I have learned is that people are crazy #kiddingbutnotkidding

life can be difficult and frustrating at times when there is conflict surrounding us

“We must all make the choice between what is right and what is easy.”  Albus Dumbledore

Email can be tricky sometimes... all the time

Internship for the summer- CHECK!


As of this past week I am the official Gala intern for the Harriman-Jewell Series for this summer until the Gala occurs in late September.  This has been a position that I have always looked up to and desired but never really thought was attainable.  


Well now that's going to be my life for a little while... Here we go!


For a little more information about my favorite job ever (we have a rockin' season next year):


Harriman-Jewell Series Home

Out of balance

There are times in our lives when we feel pulled in all directions ever.  Right now is one of those times for me.

I feel pulled by---

Alpha Delta Pi and my office

Classes and all of the academic responsibilities 

Iglesia  Camino Verdad y Vida

Investing in and building relationships with others

Work and the internship opportunity

Most importantly, I am feeling pulled by a desire for freedom from it all

I desire for a break.  It is time for something to give and this time I don't want it to be me.  

I'm ready for a care-free adventure.

Hello 2012

Hello 2012, nice to meet you!


Here we are ringing in a new year and a new reason to celebrate.


This is 2011 in Grace world in pictures... Enjoy!

January: Finished Outward Bound (that's me on the left!)

A million dollar experience.  

Also added these wonderful women to our sisterhood

February: Went to my first District Leadership Conference in sunny, beautiful Cali
#notcomplaining

Also, got to hang out with my two favorite nieces

March: Attended my first fraternity formal in Branson

Also, helped with my sorority's annual event Pop Tab Poker

April: Organized and implemented the first Jewell's 
Day of Service with our campus minister

Attended Romeo and Juliet ballet with these beautiful women

Celebrated a one year with this guy.

May: graduation of my sisters and before mentioned man
(don't mind the hair... the wind sure didn't)

June: Turned 20 and made my first 
excursion to Lawrence with this gal here

July: First summer exec with my 
favorite exec board

Also, started working at this wonderful place
#whatanexperience

August: Went to my first outdoor play, 
Cinderella!

Also, planned and implemented Tye-dye with ADPi

More importantly, I'm finally rooming with this gal 

September: nothing too big just my sister getting married...
but really huge freaking deal

October: Homecoming 2011 with the 
gentlemen of Kappa Alpha Order
So many great photo ops

You see?

Also, attended T.A.K.E. Defense which 
is my sorority's other philanthropy

Also, went to Colorado Springs for Fall Break 
and to the top of Pike's Peak
one off the Bucket List please. Check.


October was an exciting month.


 November: I don't think I did anything to be honest... hence why there are no pictures.  I did get a pinterest account so I think that is where I went wrong.  Truly.  

December: a time for all Greek Christmas parties and being elected President of my sorority


Oh, and Christmas break <3

2012 I'm ready for everything you have to bring.  BRING. IT. ON.  #letsgo